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Dec. 6th, 2005 10:46 amThe wages of sin are UTIs.
*frowns*
No wonder I was so worn down yesterday.
More after I've gotten my antibiotics.
*frowns*
No wonder I was so worn down yesterday.
More after I've gotten my antibiotics.
Dec. 6th, 2005
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Dec. 6th, 2005 11:53 amSince I'm stuck at home, trying very hard to avoid being vertical, I'm destined to post all sorts of tripe on LJ. My apologies in advance.
Baby, It's Cold Outside
I'm freezing. All the damned time. I hate it. I don't know if it's the sudden change in the weather, if it's the result of having lost weight (and therefore my insulation), or if I've just turned into a giant shrieking wuss, but I am uncomfortably cold this year. I don't want to leave the house, and when I do, there aren't enough layers to keep me even remotely warm. I have no bloody idea how I'll fare in other colder climates and I'm currently rethinking my hatred of Los Angeles (after all, it's warm there). I'm getting rather whiny and tired and unwilling to do the slightest thing that involves the word "outside." I don't suspect that this is something that can be sustained.
Slacking
I have an unwillingness to do just about anything these days. (These days being the past week.) I feel guilty about quitting my job. I'm SO nervous about having enough money, health care, etc. I'm worried that I'll slack on my grad apps and all of this will be for naught. I'm scared that I won't have enough money to move. Instead of working on things, I'm tempted to go to bed early...this is a strategy I've been employing for the past week. Must. snap. out. of. it. But there's so much to do. *snuggles deeper into covers* I need a karmic kick in the ass to get me motivated. Line up and take a swing, I need your help.
TMI Alert: I just peed and it looked like Tang. Wow. Drugs are fun.
And now, we sleep.
Baby, It's Cold Outside
I'm freezing. All the damned time. I hate it. I don't know if it's the sudden change in the weather, if it's the result of having lost weight (and therefore my insulation), or if I've just turned into a giant shrieking wuss, but I am uncomfortably cold this year. I don't want to leave the house, and when I do, there aren't enough layers to keep me even remotely warm. I have no bloody idea how I'll fare in other colder climates and I'm currently rethinking my hatred of Los Angeles (after all, it's warm there). I'm getting rather whiny and tired and unwilling to do the slightest thing that involves the word "outside." I don't suspect that this is something that can be sustained.
Slacking
I have an unwillingness to do just about anything these days. (These days being the past week.) I feel guilty about quitting my job. I'm SO nervous about having enough money, health care, etc. I'm worried that I'll slack on my grad apps and all of this will be for naught. I'm scared that I won't have enough money to move. Instead of working on things, I'm tempted to go to bed early...this is a strategy I've been employing for the past week. Must. snap. out. of. it. But there's so much to do. *snuggles deeper into covers* I need a karmic kick in the ass to get me motivated. Line up and take a swing, I need your help.
TMI Alert: I just peed and it looked like Tang. Wow. Drugs are fun.
And now, we sleep.