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Thinking Out Loud
Mar. 14th, 2004 12:32 amI'm a Woman Again.
I stopped by H& J's to borrow their hair trimmer (it's disgusting, I know, but I'm afraid to attack what now resembles blonde fur with only a razor). I had suspected that it was high time to shave my damned legs--my suspicions were confirmed when Holly told me that I looked like a goddamned lesbian lately and that it was time de-fuzz. (For the record, Holly is a goddamned Lesbian). I am now hair-free and I'm admiring the unobstructed pink and white view.
And Pretty too....
I talked to Dan today about borrowing his camping gear for Burningman this year. I inevitably started ranting about the dearth of attractive larger women's clothing and how fat women shouldn't be destined to look ugly because of manufacturing choices. Dan told me that I couldn't look ugly because, fat or skinny, I was a good looking woman. It was a tiny compliment, but it made me feel good, especially since my wounded ass and self-esteem have taken their toll in the past few months. It didn't further endear Dan to me, but it did make me feel a little bit better about myself.
China
I think I'm going to move home with my parents for the month prior to leaving for China. It will give me an opportunity to save a little money and enjoy a bit of Southern California and my family before leaving for very different environs. It will also give me a chance to store my things in their garage instead of renting space up here.
I stopped by H& J's to borrow their hair trimmer (it's disgusting, I know, but I'm afraid to attack what now resembles blonde fur with only a razor). I had suspected that it was high time to shave my damned legs--my suspicions were confirmed when Holly told me that I looked like a goddamned lesbian lately and that it was time de-fuzz. (For the record, Holly is a goddamned Lesbian). I am now hair-free and I'm admiring the unobstructed pink and white view.
And Pretty too....
I talked to Dan today about borrowing his camping gear for Burningman this year. I inevitably started ranting about the dearth of attractive larger women's clothing and how fat women shouldn't be destined to look ugly because of manufacturing choices. Dan told me that I couldn't look ugly because, fat or skinny, I was a good looking woman. It was a tiny compliment, but it made me feel good, especially since my wounded ass and self-esteem have taken their toll in the past few months. It didn't further endear Dan to me, but it did make me feel a little bit better about myself.
China
I think I'm going to move home with my parents for the month prior to leaving for China. It will give me an opportunity to save a little money and enjoy a bit of Southern California and my family before leaving for very different environs. It will also give me a chance to store my things in their garage instead of renting space up here.
