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Jan. 20th, 2004 12:21 amI am not as impressed with the magic chair as I was last night. Despite it's overstuffed glory, it's not terribly comfortable. It's wide but shallow. It's not all that I had hoped for so I'll have keep meditating on the purple velvet wonderfullness of Carl's living room. Until then, I'm cleaning the new chair thoroughly. The whole house smells like Woolite.
Other than that, I'm really struggling with WW this week. I went over 8 points today and I was totally off program this weekend. I'm afraid to go to my weigh-in on Tuesday but at the same time, I'm afraid not to. I need some sort of idea of where I am so that I can plan accordingly. I tried weighing in on my scale tonight, but according to it, I've gained ten pounds over the last week (which for the record is 35,000 extra calories consumed---I know that I wasn't THAT bad). Don't think that this doesn't scare the holy hell out of me. As always, I don't think that I can stomach a gain, but I'm pretty sure that I didn't lose. Argh. The program still feels very temporary to me and I'm not sure that I'm totally committed. I feel as though a month or two of success, however limited, would encourage me to get really involved in the program.
Anyways, I'm a little nervous about tomorrow. Eeek. Wish me luck.
Other than that, I'm really struggling with WW this week. I went over 8 points today and I was totally off program this weekend. I'm afraid to go to my weigh-in on Tuesday but at the same time, I'm afraid not to. I need some sort of idea of where I am so that I can plan accordingly. I tried weighing in on my scale tonight, but according to it, I've gained ten pounds over the last week (which for the record is 35,000 extra calories consumed---I know that I wasn't THAT bad). Don't think that this doesn't scare the holy hell out of me. As always, I don't think that I can stomach a gain, but I'm pretty sure that I didn't lose. Argh. The program still feels very temporary to me and I'm not sure that I'm totally committed. I feel as though a month or two of success, however limited, would encourage me to get really involved in the program.
Anyways, I'm a little nervous about tomorrow. Eeek. Wish me luck.