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Jan. 5th, 2004 11:37 pmOh holy god, the local news announcer just said "playa" (As in don't hate the player, hate the game) with a straight face. I may be sick.
In other news, I helped destroy America today and it cost me eighty-six fucking dollars to do it. I can save money on my tolietries and paper goods, but it's a deal with the devil. I know that every buck that I "save" there is a dollar that the workers aren't getting in benefits or paid overtime. There's a cognitive dissonance there that I can't quite overcome, so I try to go to the evil empire as little as possible. Oh, and Walmart sucks and works me up into a classist sanctimonious froth whenever I step foot in their climate controlled environment.
I'll rant on how much I hate shopping later.
Urgh.
And I'm still as mean and nasty as ever. I'd blame it on PMS but I know that its roots are much deeper. I'm so tired of so many things...the hole I've dug myself into, the life that I've created for myself, the phsysical and mental deterioration that I've encouraged, etc. I'm tired and it shows.
It's time for a change. How many times have I said that? But I'm working on it, I am.
Right now I'm trying to address the easier things...namely my apperance and finances. The stickier less concrete things will have to wait their turn...I can only handle so much.
Wish me luck.
In other news, I helped destroy America today and it cost me eighty-six fucking dollars to do it. I can save money on my tolietries and paper goods, but it's a deal with the devil. I know that every buck that I "save" there is a dollar that the workers aren't getting in benefits or paid overtime. There's a cognitive dissonance there that I can't quite overcome, so I try to go to the evil empire as little as possible. Oh, and Walmart sucks and works me up into a classist sanctimonious froth whenever I step foot in their climate controlled environment.
I'll rant on how much I hate shopping later.
Urgh.
And I'm still as mean and nasty as ever. I'd blame it on PMS but I know that its roots are much deeper. I'm so tired of so many things...the hole I've dug myself into, the life that I've created for myself, the phsysical and mental deterioration that I've encouraged, etc. I'm tired and it shows.
It's time for a change. How many times have I said that? But I'm working on it, I am.
Right now I'm trying to address the easier things...namely my apperance and finances. The stickier less concrete things will have to wait their turn...I can only handle so much.
Wish me luck.
